I m happy

so finally this is up & running I don't know how come wht miracle but it has started to work, my blog r being published damn good thanks to bloggers.com thanx a million, billion , zillion...Etc.

umm.... wht to write next???
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I had gone college today, had good chinese lunch with friends then hanged around in campus, lecture was too boring primarily what was being taught i have already learned in past but still there were few students so i thought let me go and attend lecture to keep respect of my professor. she is one of THE BEST PERSON of my college she is my course co-ordinator, i really respect her & love her( just student-teacher love nothin else guys) and she does like me too :D, ya when ever she gets opportunity she is out there talkin abut me , i am this & i am that, i do this stuff nice and this ...etc etc. Kind of i have really impressed her she says :) cool finally i have managed to impress one girl on this earth, bad luck she is too elder to me & also married :( . getting a gf is really tuff luck for me atleast. its been such a long time tht i just think of having gf like crazy but life doesnt seem to think so, unfortunately i dont have one, so is it good tht i m single? some people agree with it and i guess thts way to look rather then to make yourself unhappy by saying "damn wht the heck i m single tht sux", probably, but cant do tht always, i have lots of friends but friends cant be there always next to u when u need and cant help u always wht u ask for.
will tell u this one incident of my life, its was freshers part for our juniors class and in middle of the party dj was playing slow music u know those romantic one which are played during prom nite, i just love those music & stuff and to dance tht way , u know in someone's arm's, slow music, looking into each others eye, talkin or being quiet althought our eyes would be talkin and smiling just feeling tht slow nice music & dancing to it, but since i m single wht can i do is just dream abut it, but thought lets take a chance so wht do i do, few girls of my class r sitting so i dont go and ask one girl because i knew rite in beginning they r pussycats no one wud say yes, so knowing tht i make bigger mistake i go there and say it in bit loud voice , "hey thts nice music, would any girl like to dance with me on tht" and to much of my embarresement NO F**KIN GIRL said yes, tht was height, i felt like damn i shud have been dead now can somebody shoot me rite now in brain so tht i die in seconds with out much of pain, i mean some indian girls r soo hypocrates or wht to say , just sometimes i hate them, i mean not even one girl can say ya lets dance, i dont know y no, one agreed , may be ya i m not soo much good looking hunking or sexy dude which all girls see in their dreams & desires to be with , i was just askin to dance not to marry me, but NO. Part of the reason is some girls think tht dance is just one way to touch their body , i really hate tht, if i wanted to touch there r enough of girls out there who wud not only allow me to touch but do many more thngs at throw of money, its not abut touching ur body girl , its just simple dance althought tht simple dance has something in it tht i m crazy abut, anyway bad for those girls who dint dance with me may be hopefully someday i will do tht with really nice girl tht too in paris, near effiele tower, watch it girls thts my dream and it wud come true one day and u all wud regret. so u despite having friend one can feel some really bad or sick or just down depressed.

am i being kind of bad guy here, or sound like arrogant guy,by saying abut those girls above there i dont know who so ever is reading this just let me know plz, just let me know wht u think of it, i guess thts it for day its too big to read and digest everything, more of it later
bye takecare .