a week gone by

ya one more week has come to an end and luckily this saturday i m not in office but at home :), wow it feels gr8, lol. normally i have office on saturday but most of the time i go late at 10.30am while on normal day i have to reach office by 9.00am and i leave by 3 which is 6.30 in case of normal day.
i have been working on company report which is part of my job , that is to study company business and financial and blah blah blah thing and make report on it with my recommendation of buy , sell or hold on it. For people who know this it is called Equity Research where Analyst like me studying company & their financials and try to value the business and dervie stock price and give recommendation that should a person buy this stock or not or sell it off if he has, thts simple way to explain.
So it was wednesday when i finished my report and submitted it to my boss for approval (we all have to do tht) so i did that at 4.30 pm and he(my boss) is like ok give me 5-10mins i will be there with u and we will finish it up, i said ok no problem. then its 5.00pm i go back Sir can we finish it up and he is like ya give me 2mins , ok 5.30 i go ago and he is like u see i m going out of town on friday so some other work has come up but give me 15mins i will be there i said ok, and then at 6.30 fucker comes and says give me printout of report i will take it with me read it while travelling and at home and give u my feedback tomm, i said ok alrite .
Then next day morning that is on thrusday we have morning meeting at 9.25am so after tht i ask him and he is like ya i read it i will call u just go thru ur report once again there are some mistakes look if u can spot and i will be there in sometime and then we went inside his cabin and next thing i know he has started conference call with some company which i cud hear since volume was too loud, so i got it now he wont be free for next 2hrs but he afford to keep one female who just joined us newly make her sit next to him while she does her work he does conference call and also helps her side by side, i dont know wht tht bastard was upto but i dint like the fact thing which cud maximum take 30mins he is not ready to spare time with it, i thought there was something else more then wht i think, something more then wht it seems. but i cudnt figure out since i m new guy, since this is my first job i dont know wht and how things work out in reality , i guess everybody is tht way for first time, but i got idea soemthing is going he is trying to tell me but i m not able to understand it.
so then later at 4.30pm i go to him and say final so whts the scene boss and he is like how do u feel and i m like fine, arent u frustrated? and i m like ok i said in my mind i got ur point now, now wht he was trying to say was all this days i was not working hard or not working up to my best or not working at all as per him so he got frustrated and so to make me realise same he made me feel frustration, see simple.
i dont know wht to say but this guy is sometime really nice & smart and converys idea very easily to me and rest of the ppl but some how i still dont think he can be a mentor to me , y bcoz bastard never listens to MY IDEA and thts wht i hate abut him if u want me to work tht means i have to listen to u but he cant do the same to me , he cant afford to hear me , whts tht , wht kind of leader is he where he cant listen to his follower, wht kind of team work is this.
On top of tht he keeps comparing me with other guy who joined with me he has work exprience of 1 year while i m fresher and fucker my boss keep telling me look his 2 reports have come and urs none !!. Once on weekend saturday i was called to office to work so i said ok lets go, i went there wht do i see nobody is there in office so i went read news paper do some work here and there , this happen when i joined newly in company so i dint know wht work i was suppose to do,so i thought its better to wait for boss to come and ask him and guess wht, fucker doesnt turn up so i call him and i ask so i wanted to know if we r working not today since nobody is in off and also i wanted to know wht work shoud i do now but before i cud ask him tht (wht work i shud do now) he jumps on me and dont compare urself to others u r different from other individual blah blah blah and some big sermon he gave me message was simple u r different dont compare urselfs with other and in the end i finally get chance to ask him so ok wht work shall i do and he tells me and i carry on work, important thing was he was there telling me its not fair to compare me with other since i m different compare to others while now he is comparing me with same guy, whts wrong with u dude . man bossess are more wierd then girls, i use to think girls are difficult to understand but it seems bossess are more difficult to know atleast with girls u know something tht will surely make her happy but with boss u cant predict anything and bastard is always like if u dont work u wud be sacked u see we are getting people we want so u decide do u wan work with us or not,now since its bit diffuclt to get job these days he always uses this weaon against me, but i guess its not always possible to stay under that fear so i guess i have to convey him my message to stop using that threat and i dont care wht u do , wan fire me go ahead but at the same time i cant take tht risk so wht to do????. anyway life is greatest teacher so lets hope i learn something on my own or u guys if u r reading give me some idea or suggestion tht wud be gr8. :) .
so finally my report was approved more or less might me some minor changes here & there.but its complete upto gr8 extend. i had made it in word so we had to convert this in pdf so had to all stuff in pagemaker my god thts freaking time consuming. me & other guy were there in office on friday nite till 8.00pm then went for drinks and dinner and came back home at 12.00am . since boss is out of town/city, i dint go to office today (saturday) if he cared to ask i wud say i fell sick :D. nobody is going to come to office so y the heck shud i go, if 2-3 other ppl are there i wud still have gone but how can i work all alone in office dont feel like working at all.

Last weekend i meet up with my old college buddies had nice time, we had plan to meet up at this place which has sea face and footpath on side (if u remember its hard to find foothpath in mumbai) so i reached bit early and they had not come yet so i sat on bench in on footpath, tht was facing sea wind was blowing and sea waves were hitting rocks and i was listening to nice music tht were being played on radio ( in my mobile) , sometime u have some advantage when u carry things like tht. I got mobile model which i m currently using purely bcoz it had radio in it, i always like to listen to music so who knows when i wan to hear or when i get chance. Most of the time when i m out travelling in train i listen to it or just walking alone. :).
so then buddies came, I was meeting them almost after one year thts long time. one buddy had gone to usa for trip and came back man she saw lots of places and the way she described all place my god made me jealous why was i not there, lol. couple of places which i wan see in usa re disneyland for sure and universal studios and NY , Chicago and NJ and few other places. let see when do i get chance to go there.
i guess thts abut it for now.
my blog does sound very boring, just how many ppl read it honestly plz let me know ,i know one for sure , one who inspired me to start writing blog, anybody else apart from her ;) .so ppl if u think it is boring plz plz plz plz give me some suggestion on how to improve it , sorry i cant write too often simply bcoz i dont get time :( during weekdays.
bye takecare