what goes around comes around

so tht sentence has been used in many movie as dailogue "what goes around comes around" , after reading ahead u mite think title i have given to this story of my life is not suitable but this is the best i can think of vey tired of thinking u see, lol, just being lazy i guess.
so whts the story get to the point dude, alrite alrite.
i m surfin the net and i read this really beautiful lines , so what do i d, i send it to everybody who's on my messenger,
thts line where
"Giving someone all love is never an assurance that they will love you backdont expect love in return;just wait for it to grow in their heartbut if it doesnt, be content it grew in yours"
kind of touchy & sensitive lines so next thing i know girl who had dumped me in past abut whom i have written in earlier blog , comes online suddenly and starts to chat with me hey dude whts up hows it going and i was like ya fine going on stuff and take about few stuff here there mainly she hit on point about this sexybabe in pic with me which i have kept in display box she knew who she was and pic was just i took since she is known celebrity person but she is askin me like so u dating her ? i was like umm.....does it make difference to u, (i just try to keep distances from her since she dumped me- i hate using tht word but cant find anyother, so in being tht way i think i always talk in arrogant way and talk as if wht the fuck i dont doesnt matter to u, u went off so y r u bothering abut it) and then she starts again same thing " u been ignoring me" (wow is tht crime), whts wrong (umm...i decide for myself whts rite or wrong , suggestion welcome) , and then bam this line is one which was like totallly bouncer or shud i say a fastball for a baseball player:- "was i rude to u. if i was , sorry for it" WAOH whts happening somebody pinch me for tht, first of she doesnt realise when was she excatly rude or wht part of her behaviour i dint like or wht took me off by guard a bit and then she just apologise for tht, now wht m i suppose to do here , just say ya apologise accepted , listen to this i guess wud be repetation but plz bare it, at the party i gave her compliment "hey u look gorgeous tonite" reply i always did" (is she behaving as cocky or somthing) , then she keeps tell me hey look tht girl from our class looks great and tells me to go after her, i m like u know whom i like thts y i asked u for movie and i dint her and she smiles back and still points at her, (hello whts wrong with u, m i not telling u indirect way tht i kind of like u dear) then i m like hey listen sorry if i made some mistake (assuming i made some mistake by chance when i knew i hadnt not, i guess i just lost my self esteem there) then she goes and hang out with this guy, and again something happens and i m like hey sorry buddy if i made mistake dint mean to be tht way and she is like no no nothin at all, i m like alrite everything seems fine, then her favourite song is being played by Dj i m like hey lets dance and she is like pointing at tht other girl and tells me go ask her and goes and dances with other guy ( i was like shit wht the heck is wrong with me, wht on this earth did i do tht i deserve tht ???) and if tht was just one nite before tht on her birthday & one another occasion i asked her out to meet again & have lunch or just meet up and she give some excuse , now how many times can i take tht shit , so finally i gave up on her and now it seems she is coming back to me, "wow wht goes around comes around". some more part of our chat she said sorry as i said earlier during chat and said " did not intensionlly do it" , "it was girls teasin me wit u n so avoided u" and wht is tht suppose to be , bloody hell if i like u & u like me tht why the heck u worry abut rest of the people talkin abut us, let them do tht and if tht was not enough she was hanging out with this other guy and whole class was teasing her like hell with her no kid in class was left who dint use to tease her with tht guy, emails, pics on groups and just talk amongts us , everytime we got chance to tease them we use to do tht and at tht time she dint stop hanging out with him because whole class was teasing , may i ask y was tht ( is she being double standard here ???) and then so i just mention in subtle abut the guy she hangs out with and whole class teasing her with her but she still hangs out same or more with him , wht abut tht , y did u leave me or dump me??/ her reply "tht guy is my best buddy, always with me in my touch times" ohh damn so sad for me i could be tht guy but good u have someone during tht time, story takes more turn ahead "she said she had broken up with this guy and so she was badly affected by tht and so tht guy provided her shoulder, i m wondering, y did she dint mention abut tht at our first date becasue tht time we dit discuss abut something abut our past dating life and i told her honestly u r my first date in my life i have never taken anybody and she was like ya i have been with couple of guys thts abut it, i guess since we were just dating she dint felt the need of telling me abut she having bf (then i guess she was double dating - whom was she cheating me or other guy or both or us ) or just broke off with a guy ( then how come she told abut him to other guy and not to me, i guess we dint get time to spend tht much time togather, or was it tht she thought she dint want to be with me at tht time) , anyway more twist comes when she says tht guy is her best buddy in her bad times but next line she also mentions "i hate her" wht did u say there, u hate her??? , how can tht happen, he is ur best buddy and u hate her, ummm....i m confused can u help me on that, hr reply dont tell abut this to him, ya sure i wont but i know something abut u for sure now.thats it and she leaves thts abut it.
any advise , views, comments, suggestion welcomes plz - i m real amature when it comes to datnig & girls stuff,i m not tht guy whom girls wud ready to date with, but some one once thought ya tht seems nice guy to be around with, but things dint go the way i dreamt, i guess it never happens with any of us we all dream lots of thing and how many of them come true in excat way it shoud, but still we keep on dreaming in hope tht some part it will come true and i guess thts wht we shud keep on doin dream and dream and work towards it hopefully in the end everythng is fine if it is not then its not the end :).
well thts abut it i hope dint bore u too much
bye take care